grey as sun
Thursday, February 01, 2007
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Hey kids!

School started, so I've been a little out of the loop when it comes to blogging or really anything. My class load this semester is higher than normal... Coupled with my looking for an internship so I can just graduate in May instead of having to do summer school, my life is a chaotic mess right now. The last 2 weeks have been spent trying to wrap up old projects and get some order so that I will be able to handle the next 4 months with ease.

There's really not much else to report. I wrote this 'poem' on the bus last night. I am NOT a poet, nor do I want to be one. Sometimes I just write things like this - moreso as basis for something that could turn into cool lyrics - but this one is less lyrical than most, so I'll post it here for you guys. It's a bit somber - my apologies - but it's just what came into my head at 10:30pm last night as I was standing in single-digit weather waiting for a bus to go home.

I'm walking
Just out of class
Cross Congress - down State
to the bus
station.
I turn back to (hopefully)
see a bus
when a snowflake
on a clear night in
Chicago
falls into my
eye.
Blur.
I'm forced to leave my
autopilot aura
and think.
I want:
to play the drums more
to go to England and hang out
to be done with school
to get a on the non-existent bus I'm waiting for
to think at all times for myself
to feel emotions
to feel anything, really.
Life is short.
Mine will be shorter if I
stay this course.
I am:
a horrible friend
a horrible planner
a horrible son
a horrible boyfriend
a horrible boy.
Funny how a blurry
snowflake
makes your life
Crystal Clear.
So clear, you just wanna
cry.
But I don't do that...
Autopilot...
Autopilot...
Autopilot...
Autopilot...
posted by grey as mike @ 9:52 AM  
1 Comments:
  • At February 02, 2007 9:50 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Boyfriend? We obviously haven't talked for some time and need to catch up in the near future.

    Glad to hear it, Mikey.

    Juls

     
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