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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

think

I used to think
what if other people
could read my thoughts
see my fears in the open
pick apart my psyche
until the inevitable insane
label was stamped on my
forehead.

I used to think
that when people read my mind
their own mind would explode
at the raw emotion and turmoil
in my head

I used to think
that I cared about these things
until I stopped having things to hide
and stopped making myself out to be
more than I really was

All I am is human
and all humans do is hide.

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So I'm bored again today. I was wondering about varied things going through my head, but they're kind of gone at the moment, and I have this serenity/peace of mind going right now (and yes, that is peace and not piece).

My upper body is KILLING me! I went to the gym last night - I wasn't feeling up to it, but decided to pick up where I left off, which has left me in a painful manner today - CAN'T WAIT FOR LATER!!!

Tonight I'm hangin with Tim - should be good times. Time will tell.

Last night, I hung with Karl - He needed some goods that I was able to provide him, and then we jib-jabbed about design work and such. Overall, I was glad to see him, and also glad that he's doing design work that's good. Then I watched cartoons until I fell asleep. That brings us to this morning. The weather change has me congested - no good. Tea and soup for me - I also had some sushi to make sure I'm at least getting nutrition.

But I'm calm and serene and things are good overall right now. I still have lots on the plate to take care of, but it's all good - in due time!

Later!

posted by grey as mike @ 12:12 PM

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