| Sunday, April 02, 2006 |
| careless |
the walls close in
and i just sit here
and no one cares
or at least they pretend
not to
i hate this
school
work
band
freelance
dating
none of it is working
none of it leads me anywhere
none of it makes me feel any
less lonely
today i imagined myself
getting into a 6 car
accident.
the greatest peace I'd
ever have
was the 3 seconds it took
to fly through the windshield
and feel that I don't have to worry
about no one worrying.
I don't have to care
about no one caring.
I don't have to think about
why I need to give excuses
and worry about my friends
giving up on me.
All i have to do is soar in the air
and focus on the job at hand
which is the death
of compassion and loving
inside me
and the birth of a
very lonely existence. |
posted by grey as mike @ 2:20 PM  |
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Way to make me cry again. Jerk.
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Way to make me cry again. Jerk.