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Friday, February 24, 2006

swing

It's funny how my mood swings these days. I think this blog helps keep me afloat. I'm not what anyone would consider "open" so this gets me a chance to get things off my mind that I probably otherwise wouldn't. Or at least, not in the same way...

I just went to McDonalds to buy some cheap "filler" food... Might be having lunch at 2, but I didn't eat breakfast. I asked for EXTRA wheat and dairy products to make my FANNY nice and big.

So here it is people... The double cheeseburger and small fries I just ate were not as disgusting as I remember... and yet, at the same time, it was like eating a fresh pile of feces - fresh from the FANNY. Funny how that works, eh?

I have ideas flowing through my head, and things that need to come to fruition. I wrote this in my head last night on the L:

I'm staring through a space between
some glass and a fake
wall
the door to enter and
exit is to my right
there's a guy with a go-T talking
with his friends, from
class, I presume
there's another guy that looks like
Waldo - Where's Waldo? who the
fuck cares - get some new glasses

I leave the train, and go to
meet with my purpose for the evening
I walk 4 blocks with a rolling
briefcase
full of equipment and
ideas

I stop just before the
location, put on my happy business face
and walk into the bar an
emotionless cyborg of business
professionalism

hey! bartender! a drink should
be in my hand
or my fist will be in your face.

hey! Customer! Here's to work!

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Hehe - I like that one. It's so me, I think.

This weekend is my dad's birthday. It frightens me how similar we are in the way in which we conduct ourselves. We are both Pisceans, but at opposite spectrums. It's odd to see him relaxed, as we always made his life a living hell growing up. Now he's exactly the same, but relaxed. Is it going to take me another 26 years to finally relax? Weird to think about, eh?

Perhaps I'm in a good mood, and it's because I'm stepping back to look at these things... Who knows, but I'm in good spirits today. I'm not tired, I'm not insane with work to do, I'm not tense. I just want to relax tonight. Maybe read some more for class.

My weekend is open people. Touch base with me - it'll be good times.

posted by grey as mike @ 11:29 AM

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